Bienvenidos! ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 20/04/20 My grandpa died. I feel like the right to grieve properly has been taken away - there should have been friends and family, tears and laughter and memories all together, but we can't. And so life is forced to go on and because I'm here and not there it feels unreal. It's weird and horrible. The boys are not sleeping well, so I'm not sleeping well, so I'm tired and emotional all the time. I feel like I'm balancing on a tightrope of just about holding it together when all I want to do is curl up in a ball under my duvet and shut out the world. I'm eating too much, drinking way more than I normally do and not doing nearly enough exercise. Everything just feels so pointless. There's nothing to look forward to. 9:34 p.m. - 2020-04-20 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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