Bienvenidos! ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- In the end, it doesn't even matter The show must go on... the show must go on. Inside, my heart is breaking. Does anybody know what we are living for? I miss people. Warning: I talk about dead people here. I have a lot of restless energy at the moment and I don't know how to release it. Today I made soda bread and tortillas. I fidget a lot but can't seem to do anything productive. I can't clear the house out because I can't take anything anywhere. The recycling centre and the charity shops are still closed, so all I end up doing is bad-temperedly moving stuff round like one of those kids' push-the-squares-round puzzles. My online singing group is starting to annoy me because it's all, we're apart, but together.. no we're bloody not! We're apart and it sucks and I'm sick of singing optimism and acceptance when what I want to do is scream. Maybe I should put on some Linkin Park or Evanescence and just wallow. I put Train on this afternoon and sang really loudly with the kitchen door open. Stuff the neighbours. They can listen to me belting like it or not. I need to know that things are going to look up, cos I feel us drowning in a sea spilled from a cup... 9:27 p.m. - 2020-05-16 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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