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howdy, only a short one now, i'm in the library after my last biochem practical. (woohoo! means i have friday lie-ins back!)

went home last night for Prizegiving.. ie presentations and stuff, got my A level certificates but they didnt have my AS german one so i'll have to chase that up, and i got biology and maths prizes, equalling �16 worth of book tokens, yay! unfortunately this morning's practical meant i had to get the terribly early 5:24 train back to liverpool. only there was a problem with the points so we didnt actually leave til 5:45 ish. somehow the train still got here on time, must have been speeding... was lovely to go home though, even if it was only for 10 hours. i'm going home for the whole weekend next friday, alright! i think i'm going to go see everyone at dancing, see how they're getting on, and go and visit wicked aunty sharon, my godmother.

i'm a bit worried about her, to tell the truth. no actually i'm a lot worried. she hasnt been in touch for almost a year, and that's out of character for her because last year i got a card from her when i got my AS level results - nothing this year, and i didnt hear from her on my birthday, which is unusual, no-one is answering the phone and she hasnt replied to any of the messages we've left. sharon used to be anorexic, so now she's older she's very frail and her spine is crumbling and i keep having daymares (like nightmares crossed with daydreams.. not pleasant) that patrick's upped sticks and decided he can't cope with living with her and she's tripped or slipped in the bath or something and something terrible's happened to her. i'm scared. i know i don't see her that often but she means so much to me and i know i'm not really religious in the traditional sense but i'm praying she's ok. it's not looking good though. i had a horrible dream the other night that we went to her house and she was hanging from a hook in the bathroom even more emaciated than usual and pat wasn't there and she had this awful green pallor and her eyes were all dry and she could hardly talk. oh god i hope she's ok! please let her be ok!

ok i've made myself all worried and worked up now. i should go anyway, i have a lecture in ten minutes and i need to renew my books and eat something. man.. i've been up for like almost eight hours already...

11:38 a.m. - 2003-11-28

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