Bienvenidos!

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mmmmm ian...

well here i am back in liverpool after one fantastic weekend in birmingham with ian. mmmmmmm ian...

i got to Wylde Green station somewhere around 8 on friday i think, and there he was sat waiting on a bench at the station looking gorgeous, and when i got off the train he greeted me with a huuuge hug and off we went to his house. which is like three times bigger than mine and sooo much nicer. not that home isnt kewl, but his house is just amazing. anyway, we got in and took my stuff up to his room, gave ian his bday present and he gave me a late bday/early xmas pressie of two CDs, which was really lovely of him, had dinner and at some point i emailed the LMSS president about my camera. damn camera, i lost it at the smoker so i couldnt take it to ians so i have no pictures from this weekend... :-(

petra, ians mum, is really nice and his brother is... well he's a little brother. and his sis seemed alright too but i have no experience of younger sisters, thank god.

saturday was the big getting-ready-for-the-party day, alex and andy came round at about midday i think then went to tescos to get french bread and alcohol while ian and i made a tiramisu (which we kept in the fridge at the party cos it was bloody gorgeous!). we got some food and stuff ready then took all the breakable things off the walls and shelves and stuff and hid them in ian's mum's room. this turned out to be a really good plan, owing to drunken riaz later that evening. after pretty much everything was tidied and sorted we were just sat in the living room watching RahXephon and drinking this sparkling wine which wasn't the best i've ever tasted but it was ok. i also had something from alex's hip flask at one point. i think it was vodka but i'm not sure. everything was done for about six so we had some of petra's homemade chicken and noodle soup (a tub of which i brought back to liverpool, yay!) and just waited for people to arrive.

i cant remember everyone who was there, but riaz and joe had this daft drinking competition thing where everything was equal and timed and they both got paraletic. riaz was flailing about all over the place and actually managed to crack one of the walls with his head. to be fair, it was a very thin wall, but still... alex had a bottle of absinthe, which pretty much went round everyone at ian's house.. i tried some, its kinda aniseed-y, then ian had some and pulled the strangest face.. aww he's so gorgeous! ahem.. i dont think any one person had too much but this girl had a shot or maybe a bit more and then threw up, so hmm. after the first hour or so me and ian didnt actually drink as people needed policing too much. i was pretty much stuck on his hip for the whole party but it was great as we were there together and everyone could see. his friends are really kewl. they're all dudey and it was great to be a part of that, if only for a few days. his mum came back from wherever she had gone at about half eleven, but people were calming down by that point anyway. i think riaz was still yelling about being the alpha and the omega, talking to the plughole and trying to stab someone with a butter knife, but most everyone else was ok, and the house had pretty much emptied by about half one, apart from those who were staying to help clear up on sunday. ian decided he was knacked, went to bed and left alex to look after everyone else.

on sunday i cant remember what time everyone got up, but we did, had breakfast, watched alex and one of the andys play old arcade games on ians computer then started tidying up. it didnt actually take that long once we got started, except for when ian and alex were wrestling with the vacuum cleaner, trying to attach it to places that i dont think vaccum cleaners were supposed to go... then we played a fun game of 'guess where this picture came from!'. um.. putting the ornaments and stuff back. we had some tiramisu after everything was back to normal then i took a walk into sutton coldfield with ian as he wanted to get to the shops before they closed. we had a little look round, saw the shops and the christmas market, then he went to game and bought a gamecube and the latest tony hawks game for it. i think we were only down town for a little over an hour but he wanted to get back quickly before everyone left his house. they hadnt, and he got the gamecube set up so him and alex were playing on that while everyone else watched and drank ian's baileys. they all left at about half four i think so it was just me and ian again. he carried on playing tony hawks for a bit while i flicked through the darwin awards book he had in his room, then i had a go at TH but i was so bad... i just about got the hang of steering the damn skateboard but the only tricks i did were complete flukes... ah well.

about 8:15 we had a gorgeous dinner that his mum had cooked.. she cooks everything herself, pretty much - the soup, the sunday roast.. we did have some almost junk on friday night but she'd done two different vegetable side dishes to go with it... i really need to learn to cook for next year. i will not live on freezer fodder, that i vow.

after dinner i checked my uni mail but for some reason the internet was being really slow and it kept throwing him off msn, so we left that and went upstairs and just lay around watching crap on the tv. i sorted my stuff out for packing at one point, then after red dwarf had been on we just went to sleep.

so this morning.. his alarm went off at 6:45 but i kinda ignored it for a bit, he went in the shower and aww he looks so fine with his hair all wet and slick... and he can make even his 6th form uniform look sexy... but anyway, had breakfast, packed the rest of my stuff into my bag and all too soon it was time to leave... he walked me to the station, gave me a big hug and.. yeah.. and then off i went to the platform and off he went to school.

man, i'd been looking forward to seeing him again ever since i booked the train tickets, and now the weekend is over and it feels really weird. hopefully i can see him again soon, i dont want to have to wait until the next half term cos that's in february! two months man...

hmm i really need to sort my narrative style out, this account is so flat... ho hum... but anyway, i need to go to clinical skills so i'll tweak this later.

ciao!

08:24 pm

i suppose tweaking won't really do much, i sorted the typos out anyway. gods, i miss ian so much! i've had nothing and no-one else on my mind all day (well apart from em, but she's always pottering round in there...). before this weekend, i wanted to see him, but i knew i would be soon, but now i don't know when i'm going to be able to see his beautiful smile light up those midnight blue eyes again... um sorry for the soppiness of that last sentence (but its true). i hope it can be soon, cos we both have exams after christmas and waiting for the february half term will be torture... i can still remember the very first time i saw ian at medlink... it's about a year now since i first saw him there... i was in a lecture theatre, near the back, on my own, and i noticed alex because someone had pointed him out to me earlier, then i went along the row and there was this kewl grebby dude with golden blonde hair poking out from under his hat, just to the front right of me turning to talk to someone on his left, and i thought 'wow', and now a year on, i'm so close to him, i think of him so much, and think so much of him, it's incredible...

it's the carnatic christmas ball tomorrow evening and i'm viewing it now with mixed feelings as i know i'm going to be thinking of nothing but ian all day, all night, all week. gah i cant believe i lost that flippin camera! i know i have the memories in my own head but i wanted something to show everyone else...

ok i'm going to try and find something to do to take my mind off ian for a bit now, unless he comes on, in which case i'll be talking to him until i get chucked out the PC room.

mmmmmmm ian...

12:09 p.m. - 2003-12-15

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