Bienvenidos!

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

pre-emptive hindsight.

i've been feeling pretty crappy for the past week. not biologically. like i'm a bad bad person. i probably am. what i do has consequences and forgetting that for a while isn't advisable, because then the consequences catch up with you and you think 'oh shit'. and you have to hurt people to make it right, and that makes you feel indescribably guilty. wouldnt it be nice just to open up a temporal fold so that when the consequences swing around you can go back and use your hindsight pre-emptively. but things dont work that way.

i'm really sorry T.

so, still guilt tripping, what else have i done this week? finished my maltesers (in a completely therapeutic way) and opened up the biscuits, which possibly wasnt a good idea. did lots and lots of work on angina and drugs and pulmonary emboli, which still needs finishing (but i did ok in the tutorial because i'd read it so wasnt completely at sea). thank the gregorian calendar for weekends - where would i be without them?

went out to the krazyhouse last night. felt very good to be back there, even though it meant i didnt get to bed until half past five this morning. that was because we walked karina home though and then i went in the shower. but hurray for the house of the krazy people! and i'm back at fencing, which is kewl. ah i love those fences, pickets are the best... :P

i've started thinking weird thoughts now i'm back in the vicinity of Normal Steve. he should have a radiation hazard circle. anywhere within it and straighforward thought become almost impossible. like he emits thought-deflecting ions so you have to think laterally or not at all... or something.

i should write to people. i should go soon. hungry.

so, its goodbye from me, and its goodbye from her (kirstin the studious waves)

~ nox ~

4:38 p.m. - 2004-09-10

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

previous - next

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------